Cold and empty.

It's only been a day but my arms...they are cold and empty without you in them. I miss you very much. Please, let time pass by quick so you could be in them again.
I miss you...

Missing you...only a couple weeks...

The nights are long,
My days are cold,
Without the warmth you provide me when I hold,
You in my arms, feels so long ago,
When you were there...
I think a teardrop just fell down..

I really wanna come to see you,
I really really wish I could,
Maybe in a couple weeks,
It’s only a couple weeks...

But even know I get to,
It’s 14 days I gotta get trough (it’s too many days babe)
And I’m really really missing you..

And I miss, miss, Miss..
I’m missing you..
And I don’t know..
How I’m gonna make it trough..
But I gotta, gotta,
stay strong for us two..
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside and I fake a smile..
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do (that we do..)
And I’m really really missing you,

You, you..

Baby when you’re near,
All of my visions clear.
But like a magic show,
I blink and than you disapear..

And I frequently,
Envision of it would be..
To have you alone with me..
Give me a moment so I can breathe ..

I really wanna come to see you,
Baby I wish I could ...(Wish I could..)
Maybe in a couple weeks (It’s only two weeks)
It's only a couple weeks (But the problem is..)

Even though I get to..
It's 14 long days that I don’t have you.. (It’s too many days babe)
And I'm really really missing you..
And I miss, miss.. Miss
I’m really really missing you.
And I don't know, (I don’t know)
How I'm gonna make it through.

But I gotta, gotta ... (Gotta)
Stay strong for us two.
I'm a man,
It's a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside and I fake a smile,
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles.. (How many miles)
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do.. (The way that we do)
And I’m really really missing you (Missing you)

Cuz maybe one day babe,
Not too far away,
We can turn, all our dreams into memories.

(Not gonna be like this forever right?)

Baby we'll have that home,
Stars stares, all that we share..
Too many nights, over the phone.

I really wanna come to see you (uhuh)
Baby you know I do..
Maybe in a couple weeks (I’ll try)
It's only a couple weeks (Can’t promiss..)

But even know I get to,
Still don't wanna be away from you..
It’s too many days babe,
And I’m really really missing you.

And I miss, miss, Miss..
I miss you..
And I don’t know (I don’t know)
How I’m gonna make it trough..
But I gotta, gotta,
Hold strong for us two (strong for us two)
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.

So I go outside (I’ll go outside)
And I fake a smile (I’ll fake a smile)
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do..

And I’m really really missing you....


Only a couple weeks til...peppero day!

I'm tired.

I'm tired of going to sleep so late at like 2 am every day and having to wake up at like 6:30 every morning for school. This is mainly cause of my procrastination and naps taken because of not getting enough sleep the previous day! Sooo, I plan to start this week off well by going to bed around 10-11 tomorrow (which is Columbus Day), and yes I am writing this at 3:30 am...BUT this is tomorrow I said!

And I'm doing all this so I won't have to rush homework, so I can have time to finally be able to bboy, and finally, so I can have more time to talk to a very special someone, my mommy. Just kidding (sorry mom), I think she knows who she is. (GASP now everyone else knows she's a she) :D I guess we'll have to see how true I stay to my word tomorrow. Peace out!

So High ~JL

Baby since the day you came into my life
You made me realize that we were born to fly
You showed me everyday new possibilities
You proved my fantasies of love could really be

Let's go to a place only lovers go
To a spot that we've never known
To the top of the clouds we're floating away yeah
Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazing
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9

(You've got me up so high) So high
(My shoes are scraping the sky) So high
(You've got me up so high) Oh
(My shoes are scraping the sky)

Maybe later we can go up to the moon
Or sail among the stars before the night is through
And when morning comes we'll see the sun is not so far
And we can't get much closer to God than where we are

We'll go to a place only lovers go
To a spot that we've never known
To the top of the clouds we're floating away yeah
Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazing
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9...

you've got me up so high, my shoes are scrappin the sky : )

Whatever I say or do

I've been having a lot of ups and downs lately. Sometimes it might just be me over thinking. Sometimes it might be because of other things that have been making me feel sad.
I often rid myself of any pain by taking time to connect with myself and just dance. But I realize, dancing won't get rid of everything. It will certainly take my mind off of things and make me feel relaxed, but after all is danced and done, there are still problems.

It may seem like I'm being moody at times, but whatever I say or do, my mind will always go back to you.

Looking At Each Other

Like the starlight thousands of miles away
We can only look at each other
Believe love does not lie
It's only stored separately

The hope I'm waiting for
Always ends in disappointment
Like the bright meteor crashing down

The power of your love
How does it fly
To the unreachable distance

We can only gaze at the faraway starlight
Do you still
Keep love on your mind

Even if a sky full of starlight gives me
A thousand wish, I only want to exchange for you
to be always by my side